Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @ 12:00 PM
2 ocean waves have swept me by...fri was the peichun public sch one...55pax...which sent my energy level to dangerous levels...primary 4 level camp...but they seriousli acted like 4 yr old children...don listen to instructions...not afraid of being scolded (at all)...be it fr mi or their own teachers...one by one u see each of the 3 teachers flare up...and me as well...first camp to do w azni...but dunno y the both of us felt so salah...haha...aniwae it was great fun chatting and all...hope our nxt camp tog wont b so salah le...thanks for all the gossip and such! haha...and this camp was a foodless camp...din eat anithing at all for dinner, supper n breakfast...nv felt so wrong b4...and they onli managed to settle in at 1am...when we came bk fr washup at abt 2 to slp...3+ and beyond they started to run ard n make a helluva noise! so how to slp u tell mi? when someone even trips over u when u r slpin? sigh...
after the camp met ryan at BK at ferry terminal for lunch...after tt headed back earli to sem rm to nap! cannot take it la...energy level low...need to charge up...sat grp was eg spore...a company la so got parents and their kids...46 pax this time...but there was one especially irritating woman...earliearli complain toilet no toilet paper...den i went to page housekeeping le...den agn during dinner she still come up to me and sae 'can u go n make sure the toilet is clean ah, its full of shit.' i mean...cant u juz wait for a bl**dy moment...i have areadi paged housekeeping when YOU were not looking...i am NOT ur maid...and when i went to the toilet to check...it was clean! *grr* den at night she was the kiasu one who took all her real fluffy pillows to the camp la...first time in my almost 2 yrs in LITO have i seen that la! den in morning complain tt in a strange environment cannot slp...den stupid stupid go n choose jelly world to slp...den complain its too cold to slp...i got slp b4 loh...aniwae its a camp! not ur house...don like camp go home n slp for all i care...! den nxt morning look at caterer uncle laying out breakfast like some health inspector...scared we put poison inside isit! aniwae if wan to put oso put in urs onli loh...wont blend with the food for all the other ppl...*bleahz* juz cant stand these ppl sometimes...*SCREAM* den dolphin lagoon tt time got all drenched...din get to do interaction...prob they coming bk another weekend...for the nxt half of their company...which i am taking oso...hope the nxt batch don hv this kinda ppl...
sun had lunch at harbourfront...den a short trip to changi hosp to visit a fren...den hm swt hm after 2 nights!
mon was another dae at eg...this time along w aili n wendy...jacyln was on leave...so we were immensely free...no lists were emailed to us yet...so onli helped to finish up some stuff tt diana did...den helped the guys to some pringles promoter contacting...left at 6! den met qc and ah bao at white sands for dinner...went home lazed ard abeet...den headed down to chalet to prac songs for the wedding...fell aslp at abt 2+...den got wake up when chris left, n gh n fong jie left...den i left thru the bk door at abt 10+ 11 loh..so here i am!
off to do research for dr r le...cyaz!
nothing's more beautiful than simplicity
and w YOU ard.
Labels: lito
Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 11:57 AM
currentli in one of the most unthinkable places using the internet...in NUS! wahaha...went to meet prof r to talk abt the stuff he wans me to do...kinda academic la...cos he's doing this impt presentation abt tropical climates so he needs mi to help loh...like search for academic papers, find info, scan documents...haha...okie fine i tink junbin is rite...kinda like the lecturer's runner...haha...but i still wanna sae tt i cant RUN fast...so i don wanna b a runner...haha...be a walker instead... =p aniwae this research thingy is qt ad hoc one...own time own target...so i like it! and prof r was saying i juz tell him how long i spent on the thing...haha...den i write on time sheet n get my moolah! a veri happi girl indeed.
my advertisements had respondents! ahah...so EG is gonna b dominated by cblkers...wahaha...aili xiu-dotty and juz onli wendy...so juz nice 3...those 3 guys had better treat me bigbig...will b replacing xiu on mon for one dae, so i am gonna return to the place after all...haha...
later going sentosa for LITO le...dabao so mani things todae la...look like im leaving hm for gd...oh well kinda la...at least for these 2 nights...hope the kids are guai n i get my slp...else i will b e grumpy CF loh...mos prob meeting up w aikhong during his break...he's a lifeguard stationed at siloso...aiknam so far awae at palawan...haha...and he has break at 1...too rush liao...so i shall meet the hum-sup hunk at 230..
results out le! crappy sem...abeet sian...but i shant let it dampen my mood...i try my best loh...haha...
EN3263
SINGAPORE LITERATURE IN CONTEXT B-
after the C+ for my essay...and the incredible houdini in the making grp member...oh welll...haha...at least one of my best lit modules to date...and the last one at that!
GE2206
POPULATION ANALYSIS IN GEOGRAPHY B-
crappy memberS...oh well...crapcrapcrap...
GE3226
TOURISM DEVELOPMENT B
ok la...individual essay, one hand typing during tutorials...memorisin those crazy authors of papers...not too bad...
GE3227
URBAN CLIMATES B+
my best module...! and its taught by dr r so qiao...wahaha...not that content based...i like the stuff inside...so i guess...its okie loh...like the fieldtrip part...thx girls!
LAJ2201
JAPANESE 2 B-
oh well...no more jap exams for me...no more UEs aniwae...and yh-san listen up...u're gonna b my free tutor for the rest of my jap lessons and beyond...haha...
CAP: 3.45
how sian is it to have no As at all...but lucki no Cs either...so i guess i'll wait till sem2 to bring it up by hook or by crook....sigh...
and i thank YOU for bringing the smiles and the sunshine.
Thursday, May 25, 2006 @ 6:26 PM
last dae at EG todae! end of my telefone operator daes...but mebe, juz mebe i'll be back to help out la...if the guys cant find ppl to be rsvp girls...haha...realli diff experience of working in an office...my veri first time wor...haha...den use so much of the fone, of excel...and when im logged on to the internet, of msn...having lunch together w my new colleagues shikai n diana....and hongyi mama who made a guest appearance yesterdae...ahha...and the amusements fr eric, shawn n junbin...don worri gui mama if u r seeing this...they nv bulli me k...or rather...nv bulli me tt serious....haha...
last fri had badminton session at tampines stadium...been ages since ive been there loh...had a gd time...gd wae to train my hand up oso...nxt up i wanna try tennis and bowling!=)
sat had this performance at century square...or more accurately outside of century...haha...the contestants of the 'familyidol' competition all sing all those dated songs...so boring...haha...i was the first item la...juz like a guest performer lidat...so 3 songs and me and gh left le...hope got money...haha...den played badminton (agn) with my sis when we got hm...
sun had practice for wedding at cc...den had the longlonglonglong meeting abt tj camp...and yes.. im a grp leader..cos not much ppl left aniwae...ahaha...so mei ban fa...im a group leader loh...
tml meeting dr r to discuss abt the research assistant job at 1030 at nus...den after tt 5pm start LITO le...2 in a row...so...cyaz on sun or mon ba...
juz some lobangs for ladies if u dont areadi noe:
1) rsvp girl at events guru (short walk from tanjong pagar)
$6.50 per hour10am-6/8pm
basically need to make calls to members to ask if they're interested in upcoming events. (eg. SK-II members)
need people beginning tml to nxt fridae...and for the whole of june.
2) SK-II girls
pleasant looking, need to promote SK-II products.
have to go down for first rd of interview, then if chosen or shortlisted, will be going for trainings.
5-11 june or 23-25 juneroadshows, working hrs not confirmed
$8 per hr
contact me for more info!
Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 3:28 PM
back for another post! currentli at work... not for LITO but at events guru at tanjong pagar...being a happy telefone operator....calling ppl up to attend the sk-II event at isetan scotts tml...haha...ppl tt i call all v frenli...so not much trouble...jap korean eurasian singaporean...and even maids...u wan it u have it... =) get to be online cos eric isnt here todae...so i kope his internet cable...haha...else u cannot catch me online le...
yest went for sushi tei @ millenia walk and olio dome (to look for ah soh) at suntec with the block...thx to dot xiao-ling mj peng skg chwanz imPOtent-man and tat...
going for badminton later after work..till then!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @ 4:25 PM
if you were lucki...u managed to see this as the original blogskin...
otherwise u shall juz stick with the edited me...till i find a nicer pic...of me...haha...
@ 3:37 PM
juz done with my new blog skin! summery eh? haha...don worry that girl in the picture is NOT me...i shall change it to something like me very soon...juz did a little editing to the background...esp the lightening of the background where the stuff you're reading now goes over...so u can see better la...
the world is searching for a job...so am i...something tt is suitable for me...and my current circumstances...haha...called up job vacancies in the newsppr this morning...onli one which looks more suitable...trainer assistant...get to help those trainers who visit schools for supplementary lessons and courses...will call me when there's projects going on...hooray...
actualli gh intro another camp leader kind of thingy...buden it doesnt realli sound worth it la..3d2n outdoor camp for 160 bucks onli...den need to pay them 70 bucks for training...and first camp u take is not paid...wah...so in the end the 2nd camp u earn onli 90 bucks...and the place where gh had his training was at dairy farm road...tell me how to go...-__- haha...LITO is much better...nm nm...
and yes! i got a job! for one week onli tho...gui mummi intro me one...juz to call ppl and ask them if they're interested in so-and-so event, den book places for them...at tanjong pagar...$6.50 per hour...not bad la...plaeplae loh...nv do this kinda thing b4...juinbin n shawn are working at the saem place too, but they're not in the saem genre of work la...
and last but not least...if u notice the events tt are coming up for me...saturdae will b performing at century square in tampines...@ abt 3pm...singing 3 songs...in conjunction with lian he zao bao family ktv competition...juz some publicising for mainworks la...lucki can get to sing at least for one time...cos the others all eaten up by LITO...cant wait...so long nv sing le...hoho...make a trip down if u r free...=)
at least i wont be sitting ard no more.
at least for the week to come.
den after tt hope more jobs will come!
=D
Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 3:09 PM
a week of holidaes have passed...with stuff to update!
fotos for mondae's sentosa areadi up...enjoyed the sun...but i'm still rather fair...cant seem to be the shade i want! *grrr* played alittle of beach volleyball...other than that was juz hanging out with the bikini babes...haha...went for dinner at harbourfront's subway, headed back to hall for some tv...den back home...
a little secret...supposed to go for physio on mon as well...but i decided to heck it! haha...byebye cgh...dowan to be ur patient liao...self discharge...
tues to thurs was spent being a homely person...reading books, packing some of my stuff, entertaining 108 online...juz resting la...haha...or in short...cos nobodi date me...resulting in my boredom... =P
fri was vesak dae! met 108 for buffet lunch at pariss int'l at marina square...went to play some pool after that...and me the 'little ghost' 小鬼 managed to win! haha...quite heng la...beginner's luck...shd try bowling real soon...hope my hand can make it...hoho...after that met leewee cos he wanted to get mother's dae present so we went to shop ard with him...in the end he bought nail polish from sasa...i bought one for myself too...haha...shimmery pink with glitter! other purchases include "my story" by dave i-forgot-his-surname...gonna buy the torey hayden hard cover one the next time...went to visit uncle thomas at the planet traveller oso...not bad ah...business so brisk...haha...
sat was my first LITO of the year! so excited! was the ngee ann poly- bishan ite collaboration camp agn la...but no familiar faces...but realli felt so old there...cos they all so young...haha...42 pax so was quite okie...all old enuff to look after themselves, student leaders had initiative...so no major trouble...this time did with a newbie cf...ryan...haha...basicalli to sum him up...he resembles ronnie from under one roof...ya...tt shall be able to make you figure out his personality more or less...as john told me...mi supposed to guide him...so SENIOR me had to tutor JUNIOR him... (when in the first place he is older than me...haha...) i oso abeet rusty after not doing LITO for so long le...the most memorable blunder was...i was actualli so kancheong to get to dolphin lagoon the next morning that i thought the first bus came at 9...when its supposed to come at 10...sighz...blur like sotong...so in the end they went to the beach to have some fun before we headed to DL...haha...feel SO paiseh...the dae ended well...went to seah im for lunch den headed back...visited psr library b4 heading home...
will be part time gro at sentosa...thx to ryan for helping mi pass the msg...hooray...jobjobjob moneymoneymoney...hope it'll be fun!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 3:34 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006 @ 10:48 AM
i tink...
this is my last post in this cosy room of mine...
this is the last time i can scream across the room n tok to mama...
this is the last time i can look out and see so many other rooms looking back at me...
this is the last time where i can sae gd morning and nite most of the week to ppl ard me...
....
unless of cos...
i get a rm in sem2 0607 n mama decides to too.
@ 4:04 AM
sitting alone in my rather empty rm with my radio on..mama juz went to bathe...im juz done bathing...did wat i wanted to do le...ate gd food at 'changing appetites' at marina square...courtesy of mama's suggestion...update with fotos soon...thankew to mama, 108, mjun n burn...had lotsa fun...went to plae pool aft tt...with help of mama's guidance...i scored 4 balls in 2 games! hooray~
came bk le had a fun n games n drinking session on the rooftop...mi drank qt abeet...over my own normal limits...but it felt gd...haha...but vomit all out le..finalli felt how it is to get drunk n tipsy...haha...but i guess im not that alcoholised cos im stil bloggin! felt better aft a bath...
in a dilemma..duno whether i shd go hm tml...den come bk tog w family on sundae to get my stuff...or shd i enjoy one last dae of me-time...with no souls in hall...haha...lets see how la...time for bed time...good nite world...
i stil have my speech...but u keep running awae...den how den how...
Friday, May 05, 2006 @ 6:02 PM
i am finalli DONE! *runs ard*
going for sushi...cyaz soon...will be ard in hall till sundae when the things get picked up along with me...
Labels: nus
Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 9:59 AM
finalli~ tml is my last paper...even then..stil need to wait for it at 230...cant wait to get it over n done with...so i shall try to start mugging now...haha...tink i replenished my slp for the previous nite le...slept ard midnite den woke up at 9+...waha...so..abt 14 hrs for 2 daes...okae la...7 per nite le...juz nice... =P
the weather is soOoo absolutely stunning for tennis or sentosa...wat m i doing in frt of my lappie and radio beside...wat a slobb...if i get my LITO slots den i'll realli b a happi woman...cos wil be frequenting sentosa oh-so-frequentli le...cant wait! i wanna be my sunshine girl agn...chase the dark clouds awae...altho i will stil like the rain alot...
as people start working or moving out...will be hard to meet up n go out...so muz realli keep in contact n plan ahead! i wan my trips, i wan my meet-ups, i wan my good food, i wan my kbox, i wanna b C-riously happy...but first of all i wan my exams to be over! and of cos...i'll do my 100 day C-ountdown...oh yah..and i forgot...i will go back to guilly and meet my little angels after so long...i miss them...these angels alwyz have a special place in ur heart...once u start volunteering u'll feel hooked...andandand...i'll finish 2 more of my tuition and call it a day...waha...
Labels: nus
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 10:10 AM
wah...screw up my sleeping times again...slept 1+ near 2...den woke up at 715! no exam todae la gal...ur nxt one is fridae 230PM...if i realli feel tired then nap later la...which i doubt so...
last nite went gym with mama...ran 3.6km...feels good...so alive...den crunches...muz change! muz everidae do...dowan flab! cai baa keep saying i go gym to blow aircon...*grr* but its kinda sian when i can do nothing but run and crunch...cannot even grip things properli so forget abt weights...too heavy mite make me shorter! hmm...
todae shall rest...trying hard to be IT savvy...lets see wat i can do...
一直很安静.
Labels: nus
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @ 8:02 PM
just had another paper todae...not too bad la...was able to do wat i wanted to do...6 questions choose 3 ma...rite now onli left with literature on fridae! but onli 20% so im abeet shut off liao...summore is afternoon paper..haha...so prob a few hours of mugging for it will do...refresh the stories and rem the concepts...see luck areadi...ahaha...
aniwae...todae was super funni...slept at midnite last nite...den set alarm for 715...dunno WHY i woke up at 415...den kan cheong for awhile...thot i was late cos i wasnt woken up by my alarm ma...den saw my hp n was astonished by the time...haha...tried for a while to get to slp tho...den earli in the morning wake up saw lijin onli she sae y my eyes so puffy, isit nv slp, study thru the nite...haha...i am very amused...sigh...
finalli finished watching my show! so cute, so sad...aniwae was enjoyable la...glad mama liked it too...hehe...don blame mi for telling u to watch show kie...u're more addicted than me now...*bleahz*
sometimes when things happen too often, den u'll feel numb...like yesterdae...coffee din work (hasn't been working since upper sec n jc ba..) den green tea din work animore...chocs din work...have to find sth tt works...yw kor suggested marijuana...haha...*diaoz*
some burst of energy just appears sometimes...u can shrug it off or go along with it...i have decided to go along with it...some editing done to the original thot tho...but ya...the idea is there...perhaps im reaching the stage whereby im reaching the end of the sparkler...losing my fizz...but the last part is sizzling super brightly...giving it all i can bfore i.die.out.
9+90+1=onli for u
反正要死了, 就死得轰轰烈烈一点, 让自己没有遗憾吧. 我已经不知道你的笑脸代表什么了. 烟花暗了, 夜冷了.
从考试的最后一天起, 我给你(和自己)100天的时间, 之后就对自己好一点.
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Monday, May 01, 2006 @ 12:30 AM
i dont like to b snubbed
perhaps im destined to be the masked person
hiding my tears behind all my smiles
im tired of tears
im afraid
when i cant ctrl myself
if theres someone i could share whatevers inside me
i dont noe whats with me but i was just packing some of my things away into boxes, preparing to move home. 1st 2 boxes were okie, until i started to pack awae more personal stuff, messages, gifts, and u suddenli realise so mani things have passed, so mani ppl u have met, grown closer and the person actualli stands a place in ur heart cos u had heart to heart talks with, u had fun with, u had beautiful memories with. i suddenli realise tt n i started crying. a little deja-vu-ish cos juz read aili's blog and she was saying if she was a final year prob she'll pack n cry at the saem time. and now i see it happening to myself, but final yr i am not. onli 2 yrs. around 2 yrs, n im lidat.
as i un-blu-tack some of my decorations, i recall the times when the room was juz an empty shell, how i took pains to make it as homeli as i could. i din bring alot of things over, but as time passed, i gained more stuff that u see lying around, and some stuff that u carry in your heart and mind. there are still some notes tt i haven removed, cos they mean a f*eaking lot to me. i still have a few daes to go to my last paper. i still need them to feel at home.
morning msn w sn, she said im tough, tough for hiding my upset feelings and seeing the world as it is. mebe too much drama made me good at acting? or mebe im realli juz used to it. used to keeping things inside myself, theres no one person who noes everything. different people noe different things. upset? blog. write. compose. scream. i need to scream now. mebe im juz a tuft of grass at that unoticeable corner. i grow on my own, d*mn hardy, don attract attention, and i get trampled on. thats y im stil here.
i like your toothy smiles
i like your spiky hair
i like your smiling eyes
i like the way you talk about things that dont make sense
i like the way you tease
i like the way you make people smile
i like your neat handwriting
i like your simple smiley faces (cos you're not arty farty)
i like your little post its here and there
i like the way you put your heart and soul in things you do
i like you being a workaholic
i like you being serious in your work
i like your surprises
i like the way you talk to me
i like the way you play the guitar and sing
i like to see you tending to the plants
i like the way you're proud of your room
i like the way you make everyone feel like a family
i like the way you often go out of your way to help people
altho i dont really like you being 'spiderman'
and being stressed to the roots of your hair
or bring tired and falling asleep almost anywhere
i like you being a family man
i like you being a great friend
i like you loving yourself
someone else can come up to me and tell me he can do all this
but its just different
because
i love you
i like the way you smile
the way my hand in yours
if this way is probably wrong
i dont wanna be right
if you cant come to me
i can alwyz go to you
if i cant have all of you
just a little bit will do
>a little bit will do< mainworks (C)